My exploding head

Have you ever experienced exploding head syndrome? I think that I have and I think it's pretty weird. I noticed that when I am overly tired or stressed out and Im in bed so so so close to falling completely asleep I hear a loud noise like a bang or shot. Sometimes there is what I can only explain as a flash of light with it. Recently I was reading a blog that caught my attention (there is no way I can ignore a blog with a title like exploding head syndrome) and it described someone in a very similar situation describing what I experience. So I looked up the information they talked about and found that exploding head syndrome is legit and quite a few people have it. Apparently its very common among women and might be related to stress and not getting enough sleep. Also, I was talking to Dennis about it and he knew exactly what I was talking about and has had that happen to him too! So I feel much better now that I have an idea of what it is, but next time Im at the doc's office I might still ask about it just in case.

Getting ready in the morning = prepairing for battle

It's no wonder that women are kinda nutty. Between cup size, dress size, shoe size, not to mention all the makeup and crazy shit we do to our hair, sometimes I feel like we need straight jackets instead of the newest fall jackets or winter jackets or spring jackets. We deal with color, cut, size, layering options, how much cleavage is good cleavage, (I personally feel like all cleavage is good cleavage) and length of things, then there are the skinny jeans. Today even I crammed into a pair and moved from wardrobe to hair and makeup. But then what I thought was going to be fashion genius turned into a nightmare when I looked outside and saw the snow,and in the hope that it will be melted off within the next few hours I am thinking of wearing some black pumps that are just as painful as the jeans. So today's question is this: to suffer or not? Heels or comfy yet ugly as fuck uggs? Then we move on to eyeliner choice followed by perfume. Why oh why do we do this to ourselves? Boredom? The media? Men? Who knows. Maybe some of us just kinda like it. ;) From boob jobs to blow jobs women, gay men and on occasion the metros are in for a bumpy ride. Lmao.

Im the bad apple today.

I like to think that in real life im not as terrible as people think i am. I like to think that people misunderstand my sometimes brutal honesty for cruelness and that people just misunderstand me as a whole, as a person. But then you just have one of those days where even the people closest to you make you doubt everything you have ever thought about yourself, and doubt all of the decisions you have made. So what do you do now? I dont know.

Irritation

So I saw an article in the paper today about a new trend in town. A ton of people here are substituting pot with dragon spice. I guess you can buy it at the local smoke shop and it gets you high. I know for a fact that it smell terrible, and is over priced. I think its stupid. I really dont have a problem with pot or dragon spice (whatever it is) but I do have a problem with people that are stoned out of their minds all of the time. The people who would rather get high and fat then go to work. I noticed recently that those people also like to complain about not having any money after spending it on pot and not working. I also have a problem with the perma-stoned people who are half retarded because of it, honestly we all know someone who is just fried, totally baked out of their heads and it never seems to ware off. Well it gets old, and no the same joke you have been telling and forgetting about for the last few months in not funny. Also, since Im ranting, Im getting tired of people who dont make a single decision on their own and try to be little carbon copies of everyone else. Those are the people who do everything you do, some of them also act like they are to good for you and soooo much better than you after becoming your wanna be clone. I also hate people who are fake and people who pretend to be friends out of some sort of convenience.
My weekend trip is going to be an awesome vacation away from all this crap and is very much needed.

I really have the worst headache of my life. I love the new phone Dennis got me but it is probably contributing heavily to the status of the headache. This weekend was pretty mild. I went on date with Dennis, and hung out around the house. This next weekend Im going back to G-town to visit a friend. Im hoping to get a little bit of my party on while Im there and maybe buy a new swim suit. I need one because its gonna be a super hot summer and Im going to spend most of it in said bathingsuit. woot!

talk shit, get hit

Yet again I find myself feeling like some people just deserve to get hit in the face more than the rest of us. I think that the world would be a better place if you got punched in the face when you talked to much shit. (by the way, its not talking shit if the shit you say is true) So its safe to say that if you act like a whore your gonna be treated like one. if you are a giant bitch you cant get mad when people point that out to you. I also know that if you have no respect for yourself and all you do is lie and cause problems than thats exactly what your gonna get, PROBLEMS. maybe people should keep their legs closed and their mouths shut. You cant expect anyone to respect you if you have no respect for yourself or your friends or your family. I think the guilty should be punished, and if you talk shit your gonna get hit. I also believe very strongly in karma. I think that the good things I have recieved and continue to recieve are a product of my karma. I am so happy and could not be more grateful for the things and people I have in my life.

Burn it down

Oh the joy of looking for a place to live.
I recently found the perfect townhouse. It had everything we needed. We got everything in order, the unit was paid for and on reserve for us, but about two weeks before we were supposed to move we got a phone call. My landlord-to-be called and said "Im sorry but I dont have a unit for you to move into." She was asked why and told us that even though she was paid for the unit and was supposed to reserve it for us she just didn't do it and rented it to someone else. She just completely forgot about us after taking the money. She ended her explanation with "Im really sorry, I have never had that happen before but there is nothing I can do." I have never been so mad in my life. I just think that if you are to scatterbrained to run and maintain rental properies you probably should not run and maintain rental properties. At the time I just wanted to smack her, and now that I really think about it, I still do. Now it's one week before we were supposed to move out of where we are and into the new place and we are back at square one looking for somewhere to live...